Wednesday, November 11, 2009

जखमेतलं अंतर

मी पडते
मला जखम होते
डोळ्यात टचकन पाणी
घळाघळा वाहू लागते
सुसह्य
मी अनावधानं
मला पाडले जाते
मला जखम होते
डोळ्यात टचकन पाणी
आन वाहू हि न शकण्याची हतबलता
असह्य
हतबलता धोक्याची, खोटेपणाची
अन पाडावसं वाटण्याच्या वृत्तीची
रडताही न येऊ शकणारी हि विचित्र हतबलता
पडल्यानंतरच्या जखमेवर खपली
अन पाडल्यानंतरची जखम
काय व्हावे तीचं
यावी खपली कि राहावी ठणकतं कायमची
आणि राहिलीच तर कशासाठी
वाईट वृत्ती आजूबाजूला खद्खद्तेय
या जाणिवेसाठी कि
सूड उगवायला पेटण्यासाठी
डोळे अलगद मिटले
जखमेची खोल जाणीव पुन्हा तरळली
मन शांत झाल इतकाच कळल कि
पेटायचे तर प्रामाणिकपणासाठी
खोल खोल वसलेल्या चांगुलपणासाठी
डोळे अलवार उघडले
आकाश निरभ्र होते
पाऊस पडून सगळ निर्मळ झाल्याची
स्वच्छ ओळख ही
मी पडते...पाडले जाते
जखमेतलं अंतर घटलेयं
अन छातीत दुखायचंही..

Thursday, November 5, 2009

I AM MISSING MY THOSE DAY







Bus..bus stop....bus sathi tasan tas wat pahan...ghai karun jya bus sathi dhawat palat alo tilach kadhi- kadhi aplyach dolyasamor nighun jatana baghan...mag honari chid chid..pachach minite adhi nighalo asto tar as watat rahan....kahiweles stopwarch ekahade pustak kadhun wachat basan..asha wely anekanchya tya unchawalelya bhuwaya enjoy karan...REALLY I MISS ALL THIS ENJOYMENT...AND TRAVELLING BY BUS.

Mala kadhich eka roughtne bus nwhati...college abeda inamdar. ani me rahayala indiranagar, bibwewadi. Tyamule jatana swargateparyant ek bus ani tithun hadapsarchi dharun golibar stopla utarayache...11 vipasun te sampurn graduate hoi paryant asach roj...but i njoyed...bus miss hone..mag lecturela honara ushir...maja yaychi...me lamb rahyala ahe nehmich majya favourmadhe janari gosht...arthat ushir karayala mala kadhich awadyach nahi tyamule bus chi he katkat majeshirch...tyanantar ranademadhehi tasach..konthwa te deccan hoti pan kadhi milayachi nahi..mag pulgate ani deccan asach prawas....Lokmat madhe laglyawarhi same...pan as pahili bus sodun lagech dusari dharayachi tyasathi parat wat pahayachi....mag hawe thite pohchayach...weglach thrill asto...

bus sathi nighatana papa nehmi suchana karayache..pass ghetalas ka...daba ghetala ka...kahi paise ahet ka...kityekwela me nako mhnat astanahi tyani mala extra mhnun 10-20 rupees dyachech...pawsalyat chatri ghenyasathi ani hiwalyat swettersathi mage lagayache...but i njoyed...ulat kadhi kadhi mudam uchakwun lawayche ki mala nahi ghewun jayach....mag chidayache pan shewati tech jinkayache....kahi weles tyanchya suchanacha nakalat majyawar parinam zhalela janwayacha...te nastana me swatala wicharayche pass ghetlana...tyamulech ekda me ghari wisaralela pass lakshat ala ani puthacha problem talala...

Bus stopwar anekda wait anubh ale...kaslya kaslya najarani ani prashanani manasache man bharun aste te kalal...pan ithech ubha rahun kititari prakarche plans kele..pustak wachale...mansanche chehare wachun andaj lawayacha prayatn karache tyat hi maja kadhi watayach chukiche predict karate kadhi khara watayach...sagal shiknyasarkh...

BUS cha parawas ye jiti jagti pathashala hai...kititari path/dhade...jagnyache kititari katu satya mala ithech mahit hot gele...Agnit manasache chehare kalatat..hasre..dukhare..changale..wait...kadhi ghanerade, kilaswane sparsh kadhi konakadun milanara aadar...sutte paisacha wad kadhi mala anubhawayalash milala nahi karan apla pass asaycha..kadhi to sampala ki ticket kadhaychi dhandal whayachi...kadhi iccha nastana konache gossip..vhulgur gappa kanawar padyachya..kadhi konache problem ugich ikawese watayache...shalkari por nahitar college studentschi masti hawihawishi watayachi..aplya bhutkalat nenari asaychi...saglach sundar...majeshir..
but now my TWOWHEELR is all the time waiting 4 me...ha nawa prawashi enjoy karte..tyathi khup gamati ahetch ki...Pan bus cha prawas kadhi madhech athawato....so I know...its true...i really really missing the bus...

JUST WANT TO SHARE

Athawatay, Ekda sakali sat wajun pach minitani me collegemadhe pohchlele pan madam ushir jhalelyana dharewar dharat hotya...majha turn ala me kuthun ale he kalyawar tyani mala lagech aat pravesh dila..me aat paul thewatach saglya bakichya kahibahi ekdum ordlya..me confused houn thitech ubhi rahile..mag konitari neat sangitale ki lecture biotech ch hota ani me englishch samjun ale hote...pan chuk mamchich hoti..tyani adlya diwashi ha msg sarwaparyant convey kela nawhata...tyani mala donda sorry mhnatale...(buschya welewar nighale hote ani chukun bus hi welewar ali hoti tyamule chukunch me welechya adhi pohachale hote maz lect. 7.45 la hota ani tyani mala pahila mhnun me tya classkade walale hote...kharatar me library kade chalale hote..cause to friday hota ani mala oxygen wachayach hota...)

Monday, October 12, 2009

Wake up sid part 2

By reading this tittle dont think that wake up is having its sequel part. but the thing is that i have seen it again. and today also i am in air...mala picture purvich awadala hota aaj punha ekda manala ek aalahddayak feeling deun gela...agdi halak halak kela. jagnyacha saglach tan nighun jato ani ek cute shi smile aplya othanwar kiti tari wel rengalat rahate.
Actually me movie pahili hoti tyamule mala punha jayachi iccha nawhati...kinwa thauk nahi pan seriously i was not ready to go..but finally all my office friends litteraly forced me & i was there. but i enjoyed the movie again as ienjoyed before.

बाई हाय

hii kavitaa mhanaje purushan vishayiichaa raag nasoon tyaanchyaa vaasanik vrutti vishayiichaa santaap aahe. je anant velaa traas deuon gel tyaa sagalyaa bhaavanaanchaa kadaachit nicharaa asel ha. arthaat asel asaach vaatat thaauk naahii malaahii... letas see

bai haai mhanoon kitii velaa balaatkaar karanaar

tujyaa vaakhaavaakhalelyaa vaasanannii, najaraanii ,

galichchh galichchh bhaavanaannii
purooshaa thoo tujyaa jindaagilaa
too mhanaje layi mothaa
puroosh

navhe navhe chhinaal mardumakii daavnaaraa mard

sallya tujhyaa dolyaat bai nagvich whay

misurde phutalele por aso ...

shikalelaa hapisar naahii tar lihaay vaachayaach bi vaande

par tujhyaa tavaal gappaat bai cha ughadaach deh

raatriichyaa velii 'tyaa' galliitalyaa bai chya angaala

haat laavanara tu mothaa ijjatadaar ?

aan tii khapavoon ghette mhanoon ghara baaher

tichiich laaj kadhatos vahii

purushaachii jaat mhanoon laich phophavaalay re tujhaa

mhanoon tar poragi mhanata ki tujhi laal galatech

thu re thu tujhya vaasanelaa

a: ugaa sanskriti binskrutich kay sangu nagaas

bai hay mhanoon kaam nai ugaa jaastich bolayach

sanskriti bai sathi ..tar tu kai janavar jhalas kaa?

ata mhanal tar sanskritichyaa chindhya karun

veshila taangal..

pan bai hay mhanunach chindhyanchi kadar hay

layi re layich phophavalay tujha

tujhya yaa betal vagnyane

kava kava layi shisarii yete

aan vaatat bhada bhada ulatya karavyat tujhya khishat

itaka ghanerada vaas pasaralay tujhya ughadya nagadya vicharancha

ki maajhya ulatiicha vaas bi phika padel tyachya samor

jiiv agadii uphalalay

dokyachya shira tanlyat aan haatachya muthi vaalalyat

paristhithi paristhiti karat lutaatos

tyach paristhitiichyaa navakhali

nai tujhi sagali rag bhar kadali

tar navachi bai nahay
vhay! shartala nahitar jamel tithe gaath maar

aan yad raakh

navachi bai hay mi bai

ekadaa ka tujhya angavar chaal keli

ki tujha kay bii khar naay.....

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Jab behal hue hum!!

Aaj meetingla yayacha kantala ala hota. mhnun mag ushira nighale...pan nehmipramane lawkarch pohchun gele. moder collegechya stopwar utarale ani ekdum kasatarich whayala lagal. ekdum galun gele. payat jeewch nahi as. kshanbhar stabth ubhi rahile tar ekdum dolyasamor andhari datun alyasarakha zhal. swatala kasbas puthe chalwayala suru kel. balgandharvachya signalpashi adkhalun ubhi rahile..kahi disenasech zhale pan signal lagla hota mhanun mag roadcross karayalach hawa hota. litterally i dragged myself. (traffic police agadi ragane baghat hota tyala watal asen ya porila wed laglay ka? patpat ka chalat nahi) pudhe ale pan lakshat ala me nahi officemadhe jaun meeting zhelu shakat.

balgandharvmadhe shirale. kuthetari basaw as watal. tithe sagelch group kinwa couplene baslele baghun tashich chalat-chalat puthe gele. shewatparyant gele pan kuthech ektine basaw as watat nahi. mag firakale.. pan ya weli mala balgandharwchya gatesamor ektyane basleli dogh-tigh disali. aat kontya tandrit shirale hote yach malach aascharya watal...basale mag eka thikani. ani ekdum janwal aapan properly shwasch gheu shakat nahiyot. potachy madhyabhagi khup khup dukhayla lagal. jorat breathing suru asalyachi janiw zhali. ashaniya houn dole mitale tar sagal sharirch thartharat aslyasarkh watal. khup thaklyasarkh zhal, khupach. 3-4 minitani dole ughadale tar unhat haw hawishi watawi ashi sawali janwali pan dolyana tyahunhi andhar priya watala ani punha dole band kele. jalila dok tekawal. gar-gar adhik watli. tondala pani yeu lagla. kahi wel gelyawar thod bar watl. matra dolyat chetna nasavi asa bhas zhala. swatala khup achetan watal.

10-15 minitancha ha kal as watal khup khup kal lotala. thithun uthale. ani officekade pawale chalayla lagli. kasbas adkhal chalat rahile. dharat dharat shant pawale oothat chalat rahile. khup khup nervous watat rahil..... shewati dolyawarchya andharisah officemadhe pohachale ani rikamya tablawar zhokun deun padun rahile. thewanha jara relax watal.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Wake up sid

I have seen wake up sid. its amazing movie. long long after i feel fresh by watching this movie. no melodrama...nothing unreal....actually story is also not so great but it is picturised in very touchy mood.
Most i like in that is Ayesha's passion 4 writting and siddarth's innocence. being a journalist i know how pplr passionate 4 writting... mayby that is why i like her characteristic. she is looking gaurgeous. every frame is very nice.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

कविता

शिशिरातील मंद झुलुक
जुनाच संदेश घेऊन आली
मी उन्मुक्तच असल्याची
नवी ओळख देऊन गेली
आज परत हे नीलसर आकाश
माझ्या मुठीत सामावलाय
आता ना काही हरवण्याची भीती
न काही हरन्याची
क्षितिज्यचाही पल्याड आले मी
मलाच शोधता शोधता
आता ना मागे फिराकयाचे
न वाट वाकडी करायची
आता फ़क्त आसमंताला
मुठीत घ्यायचे
आड़ वलानाची चिन्चोली वाट आहे
हरकत नाही
सृजनाचे पंख मी केंव्हांच
आभलभर पसरवलेत

Sunday, June 21, 2009

WED LAVI JEEVA ...PAAUS HA ASA..


Pawsachy pahilya sari kaostana bhijaych ahe..
chimb houn tuzhya athwanit kosalayach ahe..
urlele sare ruswe kaymache dhuan ..
tuzhyasathi nawe themb junyanech vechayche ahe..

Kale dhag..pandhare dhag....akashicha rangch badlwanara ha khel.....ani mag dhund wely .. agnit thembacha Paaus......Paaus wed lavi jeeva..paavsane ata barsayla suruwat keliye. Pawus suru zhala ki "andekha anjana" chehra humebhi chhed jata hai. ya romantic romanchakari watawarnat ti hurhur n howe as shakyach nahi..Halkasa Ujed Halkasa Andhar..suryachi tivra kirne pawsat thodishi sustawleli...kahisa bochara wara ani jeewacha sakha phakt tu...pawsat tuzhi athwan barsnyarya sari barobar yete ani thamlyawarhi manawar tashich visawate.... Athawnichi bhari gamt..tu na thauk mala..na mahit..Pan kontya wely konachi uniw bhaswayachi he athwan nawachya goshtila absulately mahit....

..."Mujhase mohbbat ka ijahar karta....kash koi ladka mujhe pyar karta...." Paus mhantalaki sagtyat adhi adhwnare he gane.. Par afsos ki ab bhi hum ye gana sirf gungunate hi rah gaye hai...geetkar..kavina as ekdum manatil kas pakadta yete konas thauk..itka perfect timing, perfect holding astat shabdanch. Prtibhach lagte..
Aplyala buwa weather report wagere kahi kalat nahi..manusunpurwa..mansun...wagere wagere... aplyasathi paus ha paus..ani "tyachyawishaichi" hurhur itkach..

Ata special koni nasla tari pawsala enjoy karyalach haw..Papa roj mala tyanchye TIPS det rahtil..chhatri ghetlis ka..jarkin ghenar ahes ka..officemadhun lawkar nigh..paus asel tar missed cal karu nakos msg kar..phn switched off thew..jhadakhali ubhi rahu nakos..riksha kar saral..soooooo on rojch he aiktana punha punha enjoy karaych..

hmm mast sugandh yetoy ..bahutek themb themb padtoy paus...Kuch nahi to .. kagaj ki kashtihi banake panime bahayenge...ehasas hai ki hum bade hue hai..par manme sambhale bachpan ko bhirse jee liya to kya bat hai!!

Yere Yere Pawsa..Tula Dete Paisa...Paisa Zhala Khota..Paus ala Motha .......ha ha ha

Sunday, June 14, 2009

The Karna..........great hearted person.

I just have finished the book named 'RADHEYA'... The karna is my faviorate historical person. He lived very different kind of life..If u read the anything regarding karna. You are definatly going to fall in love with him. Every moment of his life was full of wars..war with destiny..with himself..with his own brothers. Sorrow, pain was his part of life..full of all unjustice..unfair things happend in his life since he born..but then too kontyach shkani aplya manat tychyavishayi daya yet nahi kadachit tychyavishayicha adar dunawel pan kiw watnar nahi.Tyachya ayushatil ulthapalth aplyalahi aswasth karte. Instead we find him as great warrior..great donar...Noone in this world can donate the things which make him remain alive forever. but he did, cause only he had the stength of giving out the LIFE for Others.

Before radheya i had read Mrutunjay..that is why i find him more deeply..more i understood the great karna.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Talking with Miss india' s mother


Neera Chopra, Puja Chopra's mother. A down to earth women. Rahul and I met her, the day when we come to know Puja won the Miss India World 2009 award. Puja lives in Pune, Kubera park, Kondhawa. Her house is very simple & her mother is more simple & attitudeless. when we started taking with her, found her very softspoken. she shared Puja's career graph with all aspects. How she agreed, disagreed with Puja, How Puja is sturbbon but she told us atleast ten time that Puja is very focused child. whatever she wants to do then she wants, she persuit it passionately.


Puja loves her mother very much. chopra has grew their daughters as single parent. Mayby that is why Puja knows how her mother undergone all stuggle to make them happy. Chopra added, when she was worked in mumbai taj hotel. The situation was not good that days. All the time there was money problem. Puja was 7-8 years old that time, asked her for school socks. she was tired & not had money, she could not stop her eyes, started crying. then puja realise the pain & said to her mother "no mama i dont want anything.. nothing..but just i cant see ur tears..stop crying plz." Till now she does not like mother's tears. Chopra was saying with some proud tears in her eyes.


Till today, the miss india's career, all efforts, struggle and requird money is completely belongs to puja. "I never have enough money for this fashion shows. but she worked hard & earn it, doing some modeling, shows & till now she particirated all compition with her own earnings." Puja done her commerce graduation from Wadia collage. Chopra said "after 10 th only she wants to enter modeling. but i oppose it. she listened me & completed her graduation."


Puja does not like cooking. she just can boil a egg & make bournvita.Even if she wants to make a tea she asks her mother what to add, salt or shugar. she likes reading, boxing. she is also kind in nature as her mother. but she is short tempered & if anybody spoke bad about or for her mother then noone can handle her anger.


Chopra told, Puja loves her alot, but never likes to show. If i m not eating then she bring food form kichen but she will tell eat mama othervise it will get waste. but directly showing of affection, love would not happen. she purchase gift, dress but she 'll tell that it's gift from dash-dash mama, or i got on that show or friend's gift. but after some days any how i got receipt of bill. then also she wont agreed. She never likes to show me but i know & i can feel also.


Now chopra family wants to focous completely on World Crown. The aim for now is victory of world crown. she is feeling so much proud 4 Puja. she feels that whtever puja wants to win shoud happen & god helps her at sach & svery moment.


ALL THE BEST PUJA !!!



(I like her mother's nature. kind in speaking. her house just as urs or mine. no show off. no ego but pride.give credit to her daughter whatever she won.. not interference in taking credibility..actually she deserves it but its her heartful reaction.)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Running behind news

Media means u hav to run behind news but....this running kills u some time. Venkatesh Chapalgaonkar , star mazha's beauro chief passed away because of such hurry which is the part of journalist... But now we have to think of it seriously. Journalist means they have to follow deadlines but upto what..they r also man..they r also having family..thire loveones.. kamachya wyapyat jagan visrun chalnar nahi ani tas karayla lawnarya systemla hi edit ani update karavch lagel. Manus janar asto baki sara nimitta asta pan tya bahanyane chukanche parimarjan karaylach have..Ek chuk dusryanda honar nahi itki kalaji tar apan gheuch shakto na!!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Perfect mistake!


I heared somebody was saying 'if god exit & he is perfect, man should be perfect'. Logically correct..but pactically truly wrong, what i felt. God exits and it is upto ur faith ofcorse. If we became perfect then what should the god will do..dont u think we might become god. That person must not understand the feeling of faith. Man without Pain should not be perfect combination. From birth we ever have the best friend named PAIN. And Pain makes u to recognise the strongest power in the world. If all things become perfect..all roads become smooth....no sorrows..no tensinos..no disturbances..no calamities ..Life would become tasteless, challangeless. He (god) makes our life interesting putting some pain, giving some difficulties and not making our life PERFECT. I dont know why he says such...maybe he is anethnestic OR maybe he is having true pain..and out of which he said. God has made a perfect mistake of making man imperfect. I think without having pain we even couldnt experience the joy of happiness..smile...laugh..

Sunday, March 22, 2009

IT WAS MY DAY !!!




















.... Happy birthday to me! Have One bite please!


Day before yesterday, there was my birthday. Full of wishes & blessings.. from Bitrdayeve I got sms, calling from friends..Lots Of smiles they gave me..may be because of that i was feeling full fresh & enthu on b'day. In my office I am younger & sometimes being littleone gets in your favour.. that is why I got lots of chokalets, flowers. (It is different issue that almost chokis were over here only ) But still it shows affection towords you. And i feel it is more important.
Arre how stupid i am i havent told what happen in my home. There I am elder (But still everyone loves me as I m just born baby. ma-papa, Yasmin- Shirin they wish me. mama made pav-bhaji for me. papa bought tasty plain cake (which I love more than creamy cake). I wore white chudidar & black -white long kurta..I was looking damn beautiful as everyone said. (how would not look beautiful aftrewors this cloth is of my salary)

Ninad, my fraiend come my office to wish me (thanks!!)..he is also working in same media house but in another office. so everyone in my office knows him & he knows them. so threrafter Deepa, Ninad, Rahul, Hemangi all of them was making me 'Pareshan'. Whatever I m dong or saying, I dont know how they got something in that to laugh or comment. I was fade up of them. but I enjoyed alot. Afterwords we ate Ice-cream, pani-puri.. I REALLY ENJOYED A LOT. (But not more than last time)















Wednesday, March 18, 2009

fesalalela mobile


"washing powder nirma..dudhki safedi nirma se ayi.............sabki pasand nirma" what are u thinking? its not a television ad OR radio ad. its a ringtone of mobile. late night time..all the bus travellers were tired but this sudden ringing tune made some entarainment. The 'nirmapriya' (nirma loving) gye was slept. his mobile rings once..twice, thrice..everybody was enjoying his ringtone mixed with his snore..but now for forth time his ringtone irritated & one of passenger stood up and said in his punery style 'fes fes zhala mhnav ata zar nahi phn uchalala tar bus fesalel'. after that his nearer passanger woke up him & finally 'nirma'got over.

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